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Maybe some of you have already noticed that I'm not posting new works nowadays. There are a few reasons for this.
First and most obviously, I cannot use my scanner, because there isn't any driver for my current operating system. I have some traditional drawings I could submit,
but I lack the time and motivation to figure out how to make good quality photos of them with a camera.
Secondly, my top priority is to study for my final exams at the university. I needed some rest, but now I'm back to actively studying again, and drawing is a distraction that I can't allow myself right now, no matter how much I sometimes miss it.
Finally, I am kind of at a watershed period right now. The way I have been creating doesn't work anymore. It was practice and practice and somewhere along the lines I've forgotten how to enjoy it and be creative, not to mention that it didn't even take me anywhere - because you can't just develop if you don't have any aims, if your heart isn't in it, if you can't even do your job attentively. That's what I've figured out in the past few months, when I allowed myself to stop drawing mindlessly and stepped back to actually see what I'm doing. I need a different approach, and I'm not gonna resume drawing unless I feel capable of creating freely, experimenting, trying different themes and enjoying what I'm doing. Any other effort is just draining my limited energies, and I need them right now.
That being said I constantly have several things in my mind I want to put down on paper, and I'm inspired daily to the extent it almost hurts to not create anything, but I need to have discipline right now, until I finish my studies.
It's better if you don't hope for new art in the next few months, but I still will be reading my messages and e-mails regularly, so feel free to contact me.
First and most obviously, I cannot use my scanner, because there isn't any driver for my current operating system. I have some traditional drawings I could submit,
but I lack the time and motivation to figure out how to make good quality photos of them with a camera.
Secondly, my top priority is to study for my final exams at the university. I needed some rest, but now I'm back to actively studying again, and drawing is a distraction that I can't allow myself right now, no matter how much I sometimes miss it.
Finally, I am kind of at a watershed period right now. The way I have been creating doesn't work anymore. It was practice and practice and somewhere along the lines I've forgotten how to enjoy it and be creative, not to mention that it didn't even take me anywhere - because you can't just develop if you don't have any aims, if your heart isn't in it, if you can't even do your job attentively. That's what I've figured out in the past few months, when I allowed myself to stop drawing mindlessly and stepped back to actually see what I'm doing. I need a different approach, and I'm not gonna resume drawing unless I feel capable of creating freely, experimenting, trying different themes and enjoying what I'm doing. Any other effort is just draining my limited energies, and I need them right now.
That being said I constantly have several things in my mind I want to put down on paper, and I'm inspired daily to the extent it almost hurts to not create anything, but I need to have discipline right now, until I finish my studies.
It's better if you don't hope for new art in the next few months, but I still will be reading my messages and e-mails regularly, so feel free to contact me.
I'm back
This has taken longer than I'd anticipated, lol. But doing the art school after my previous studies has been the best decision of my life.
So, it's time for me to return... at least for this summer :) Then, I don't know... It's hard to keep up with a hobby when you've got bills to pay.
Anyway, I'm really enthusiastic about what I'm gonna draw next.
Also, I'm open for commissions, if you're interested, send me a Note. I'm flexible concerning techniques (digital, traditional: drawing, painting, charcoal, watercolour, marker, coloured pencil, china ink, etc.), styles (anime, semi-realistic, realistic, other styles) and themes. Contact me and
New username
I've finally updated my username.
'Molkoholic' has long been outdated, since what had inspired it has also changed, and many other people have started using it as well, destroying its status of a unique username.
I haven't been able, however, to think of a suitable new name for a long time. I wanted something personal, something that stands for myself in one word, something I could use on every site for any occassion. But I just realized that my whole attitude had been wrong. I don't need a universal nickname, I just need one that suits a certain part of my online presence.
I needed a nickname under which I could promote my drawings I am m
Trouble with setting my new username
Edit: I just have received a surprise premium membership from ~usagisailormoon20 (https://www.deviantart.com/usagisailormoon20) ! I am so touched! :)
I will make the announcement about my new username soon.
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I just have decided on my new username, went to my settings, and I was shocked to see that actually only premium members can change it. I don't know how this had been before, but it is possible that I have completely forgotten this tiny detail... And now I'm clueless.
Free premium membership day has just been a few months ago, the one before that was years ago, it wouldn't make sense to wait for a chance... I definitely will not pay money just to change my username, of
Recollections on occassion of Sailor Moon Crystal
When I was about 10 years old, I went to a band camp. I was watching tv with my roommates, and I got to know a series called Sailor Moon.
I remember how excited I was watching the series for the first time, after school, when I was alone at home. I remember the suspense about the moon princess, the cathartic revelation of the secret identities of Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask, the weirdness of Zoisite and Kunzite’s behaviour who were supposed to be brothers, the heartbreaking death of Nephrite, and the struggle to have Endymion regain his memories.
I remember how happy I was when they started the Death Busters Arc (and my confusion abou
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I hope your studies and exams go well. I also hope you're able to find some time to rest and relax. Your work is amazing, but if you're not enjoying it and not inspired, then I hope you find what does makes you passionate and are able to pour your energies (once they're recharged) into that medium/work. <hugs>